I woke up at 2 a.m. and thought, let me get up and see how the election is going. I knew I wouldn't be going back to bed. But I didn't expect the election to be so nearly settled.
I've been scrolling and writing in my offline journal and writing an e-mail here and there. I thought of my poem "History's Chalkboards." When I wrote it back in 2016, I didn't think it would continue to be relevant in the way that it has. As short a time ago as yesterday, I didn't think it would continue to be relevant.
In 2016, I couldn't get the Sylvia Plath quote out of my head. Did I read Ray Bradbury's "There Will Come Soft Rains" before I wrote it? I think I was writing it, and the title came to me, and I looked it up and proceeded to read it.
The poem scared me a little, but my spouse liked it. It was accepted for publication more quickly than just about any other poem I've sent out. Adanna published it in 2017.
This morning, I find the reference to the violence and societal upheaval of the 60's (the fire next time) to be both alarming and comforting. We have been here before, and a better society emerged out of those ashes. Perhaps we will be that fortunate again. Perhaps we will survive the societal winnowing again.History’s Chalkboards
“Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.”
“Daddy” by Sylvia Plath
Every woman adores a Fascist.
Turns out men do too.
But we imagine the boot
on someone else’s face,
a face that doesn’t look
like ours, the face that arrives
to take our jobs and steal
our factories, while laughing
at us in a foreign language.
No God but capitalism,
the new religion, fascism disguised
as businessman, always male,
always taking what is not his.
Brute heart, not enough stakes
to keep you dead.
We thought we had vanquished
your kind permanently last century
or was it the hundred years before?
As our attics crash into our basements,
what soft rains will come now?
The fire next time,
the ashes of incinerated bodies,
the seas rising on a tide
of melted glaciers.
And so we return to history’s chalkboard,
the dust of other lessons in our hair.
We make our calculations.
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