Apparently the world of Harry Potter has been with us 20 years. There's a Facebook something going around that alerted me.
I read the first book and enjoyed it well enough. I enjoyed the first few movies even more. The 5th movie, I think, is the one that I declared too dark: I didn't mean the subject matter, but the fact that it was poorly lit, and I could scarcely tell what was happening on my screen. I think it was the first one that I saw on the small screen; it was also the last Harry Potter movie that I saw.
After awhile, I just gave up on the idea that I could catch up and stay caught up, especially the year when 2 movies were released. The world of Harry Potter joins Game of Thrones (also roughly 20 years old) and countless other projects that I'll likely never experience--while they may be worthy, time is so short these days. Knowing that I'll need 80+ hours to get caught up means it won't happen.
What interests me more about the anniversary of Harry Potter is how the phenomena might have shaped our expectations as writers. I'm remembering seeing J.K. Rowling on various talk shows that no longer exist. I remember hearing her talk about scratching out the story on napkins while she tried to survive on welfare.
I remember thinking, if she can do it, I can do it! And while I've written boxes full of material, my material success has yet to arrive for me the way it did for Rowling. There have been moments when opportunities came my way--and then, editors left, good pay rates evaporated--sigh.
But let me not get bogged down in despair--let me be happy that so much good work awaits my reading and viewing time during a different, future time of my life. If I find myself to be a lonely woman in elder age, I'll be happy for these great works that have been waiting for me.
And let me be happy that the writing still gives me so much joy that I feel frustrated when I don't have time to do it.
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