Almost an hour ago, I wrote this tweet: "Thinking about geopolitical conflicts of my youth, watching young versions of old rock stars in 'Sun City' video, thinking about Reagan and constructive engagement, looking at a map of Ukraine/E. Europe, feeling doomed, writing blog posts into the void/madness."
But I have yet to actually write a blog post. I have toggled between opinion/analysis pieces and old videos: "Sun City," "Silver and Gold," and "No Easy Walk to Freedom," with a side trip to "El Salvador," a Peter, Paul, and Mary gem that I had forgotten. I have resisted the temptation to revisit old videos, like The Day After, although the last line of Timothy Snyder's piece in The Atlantic made me want to do just that (his lines: "The creativity and historical awareness of the Biden administration has made war costlier for Russia. Of course, there might be another level to consider: that the mobilization (or even an invasion) is meant to divert our attention from something else.").
I have heard the drumbeats of war, and I've heard every analyst declare that we will not send U.S. youths to die for Ukraine. I've heard these similar sentiments my whole life. What that really means is that we'll be careful not to show the images of caskets on TV.
I read this article in The New York Times which includes a very useful map of Eastern Europe and Russia, and I've thought, we're doomed. In the days before George H. W. Bush's excursion to protect Kuwait, I went out to put gas in my car. In these days of underemployment, I don't drive much, so I don't really need gas. As I've been on my morning and afternoon walks, I've listened to accents, and I'm realizing how much more I'm hearing accents from Eastern Europe than from Latin America. My pattern-making mind wants to see the larger picture.
I want to believe that saner minds will prevail, but I look at Putin and I see the bad boyfriends and abusive husbands that are the worst kind of afflictions for female safety. He looks out and sees a world of enemies. Here's another gem from Timothy Snyder's piece: "However that may be, the habit of provocation might be making it harder for Putin to read the outside world. Just because you live in a house of mirrors does not mean that you can find the exit."
I think about the nuclear weapons, and I know that if we have nuclear exchanges of any size, these past two years of pandemic will look like a time of bliss. But I also know that there have been many other times when my fearful brain has thought about the possibility of apocalypse, and the world walked back from that brink.
May we be at a similar time, backing away from this precipice.
Now I will go for my walk as if the world isn't hanging by a slender thread. I will do my seminary homework due today analyzing Paul's letter to the Galatians. I will then turn to my project that asks us to consider the ancient Hebrew prophets and the role of the prophet today. That project could go in so many ways. I will let the drumbeats of war remind me to pray throughout today.
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