Two Rough Drafts Composed of Gingerbread

My poetry writing goes in cycles.  The cycle I like best is the one where I have a glimmer of an idea for a poem, a glimmer that takes shape throughout the day as I think about it, and by the time I sit down at my writing desk, I've got a shape of a poem to work with--and yet, there's still a delightful surprise or two.

Of course it's the cycle I like best.  Who wouldn't like this part?  It's where I feel like I'm doing what I've been put on earth to do.  It's the part of the cycle where I feel like I've come across some secret portal, available to all but undertaken by few, where I glimpse the secrets of creation (which I mean in all sorts of senses of that word).

Usually my writing process is more like this:  I have a line or two, I see what I can do with them, I come up with a bit more but not a complete poem, I put it aside to think about it later, and I rarely return.  It might be for a happy reason:  the fragment leads to a more solid idea.  It's more usual that I put it aside and then a week or two goes by, and I don't have any additional ideas, and life gets hectic.

Lately I've been stuck in the cycle I like least:  no ideas, no glimmers, no lines that fizzle out and go nowhere.  I feel like it's been months since I wrote a line, although that's not true.

Yesterday, much to my delight, I came up with two poems.  In the morning, I had a flash of an idea about gingerbread houses being evidence of a woman working out her trauma.  I decided to go big:  make the speaker the witch in the Hansel and Gretel story.  It's not done yet, but here is how the poem starts right now:

I deal with loss by baking.
My gingerbread structures tell
you all you need to know
about the trauma that still lives
deep inside me.

In the afternoon, I had the idea to have the gingerbread house speak.  The gingerbread house says that its not its fault that it bewitches small children. From there, the poem devolves a bit.   I had been listening to coverage of the book published by a survivor of Jeffrey Epstein, and the stories are harrowing, and those stories were in my mind as I wrote.  I need to do some work on getting the symbolism squared away.  The gingerbread house is not Epstein--that would be the witch.  Or maybe I want to back away and go in a different direction.

Or maybe not.

It was good to have a day with two rough drafts at the end, two rough drafts that have potential.  It's been a long, long time since I had a day like that.  Hurrah!