This morning, I did a little running as part of my morning walk to the marina to watch the sun rise.
Let me clarify. I say running; you might watch me and beg to differ. You might use a verb like jog or something that denotes an even slower speed. Still, I haven't run much at all, much less at a sustained pace that lasts beyond a block, since 2015. This morning, I did. It felt great, until it started to feel painful.
I'm not planning to try to get back to my younger self who could run long distances. I do miss that ability, but right now, I'm just trying to inject a bit more exercise into my days. Lately in spin class, I've been thinking about "pushes," where we speed up for just 30 seconds, and I've thought about using that principle when I walk--because when I walk by myself, I'm rarely getting my heart rate up.
This morning, I could feel my pulse pounding--in a good way.
Before I started, my foot and back felt good, unlike some mornings where I can barely limp through my walk--on those mornings, I persevere because the movement helps loosen up the soreness. This morning, perhaps because of the heavy pasta meal I ate last night, I felt raring to go. And so, I let myself experiment with running a bit. And it worked!
I've been trying to inject fitness into my days in other ways. I work in an office that has energy saving lights that turn themselves off when there's no movement; often that happens when I'm still at my desk, since the motion sensor part of the light is in a strange spot. So when the lights go out, I use it as a reminder to stretch.
I've thought of using a calendar reminder to stretch or to leave the desk--but I know how easy it is to ignore that, once I've got it set up. The lights going out are harder to ignore.
I feel some of my fitness levels ebbing away as I sit at my desk day after day. It's good to remember that I can reclaim parts of myself that I assumed might be lost forever--particularly as I'm dealing with foot pain and back pain. It's good to remember what can be done, even when there's pain. It's good to remember that midlife has it's challenges, but those challenges aren't the final word.
It's a good larger life lesson too.
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