Am I packed for my trip to Tampa for the AWP conference? No I am not--but that's O.K. I know what I will pack, and it's just a matter of getting it into suitcases. I am not taking a plane, and thus, I am feeling much less anxiety. I thought it would take me 6 hours to get there by car, but it only takes 4 hours according to Google Maps, and so, I feel even less rushed.
I hope to get on the road between 9 and 11. I have plans to meet a grad school friend for dinner tonight once we both get there. I haven't made any other plans, even though I know my chance of meeting up with anyone serendipitously is fairly slim in such a large group of people. My spouse may come later, but it's hard to know. I want to keep options open, which may mean that I don't have some options.
I am taking my laptop with me, so I will have a way to try to communicate with people, to set up a coffee or a meal, if I get there and discover that I wish I had made more plans. I plan to blog a bit while there, instead of what I did in 2011, which was taking lots of notes by hand and then reflecting later. This year, I'll be staying at a conference hotel, so I'll have more time than I did in 2011, when I commuted to the conference from my parents' house in the Virginia suburbs.
I hope to have some time to write--I need to fill up my well, and I hope it will spill over into writing. I want some time to read. I need some renewal.
I am looking forward to the drive across the Everglades. I am looking forward to exploring Tampa. I am always refreshed by new vistas.
Will I buy books? I'll have a car, after all. Yes, I will, but I won't feel obligated to keep them. I'm trying to think of my book budget as akin to my wine budget or dining out budget or movie budget--once I bought books so that I could keep them forever. Now I want to buy books and only keep the ones that REALLY speak to me. I want to get to a point where I see books as amusement and the occasional experience that truly nourishes--like the rest of my entertainment budget.
The morning is sliding away, so let me close here and finish my preparations. For those of us travelling today, I wish us smooth journeys. For those of us who can't travel, I wish you all sorts of abundant recompense for staying put.
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