I think of my best friend
in grad school who joked
about people writing their dissertations
in geologic time.
She went on to be a department chair,
a different type of slow oxidation.
I set out treats for hungry
students and say a prayer
for all the souls, the ones present,
and the dearly departed.
As I read the poem, I felt a stab of sadness that I can't imagine a day in the near future when I'll set out treats for students again. We keep the student lounge locked to discourage congregating.
And then I wondered if I should even keep sending out the poem. Does it work anymore? I don't want people to read the poem and say, "Ridiculous. What world does she live in? That administrator should be fired for creating a place so favorable to disease transmission.
In the end, I sent it. I don't think it's such a jangling disconnect that it disrupts the poem--at least, right now I don't.
I've also decided that it's time to return to my apocalyptic novel, which features an outbreak of flu that leads to the downturn of the society. I will rework it so that it's the new pandemic, but in a future, more virulent phase. I will take out the explosion at the White House.
These last few months have showed me that a pandemic is quite enough to spark the apocalypse and its aftermath that my novel explores.
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